For someone who has the language of a Dock worker in prison (no offense to you dock workers and/or prisoners) I am very prudish when it comes to discussing sex.
Well, okay, I don’t have a HUGE problem with it. I can talk about OTHER people’s sex or make crude comments in general, but I really don’t like to discuss my OWN sex life. Although, since I’m writing about all seven Deadly Sins, sooner or later, I’m going to have to get around to discussing
As it turns out, lust doesn’t HAVE to be about sex. Lust is an intense desire for anything.
I can, however, talk about lust. I have intense desires. And once again, I find myself wondering why this is a sin at all. I guess in some cases, it’s a bad thing..but really..unless you let your lust drive you to behave in unacceptable ways, then how is it bad?
Actually, I think I could use a little more lust in my life.
If my desire to be thinner was REALLY intense, then I’d probably be thin now.
Maybe I need to get those Lucky Jeans I have collecting dust in my closet and wrap them around my arms and squeeze them.
I have NO idea why I am assuming the denim is into auto-erotic asphixiation.
Perhaps I should pull out those little sundresses tucked in the upper shelf of my closet and stuff them in that fishnet body stocking I have. I bought it years ago and may have worn once or twice but never do now because it’s such a fucking pain in the ass to put on. Not to mention, head to to fish net is really not the most comfortable sensation on the planet. But if I stuffed those sun dresses IN the body stocking..well..maybe I could drum up a little extra size 8 lust.
What else do I lust for?
I lust for 8 hours of gorgeous, uninterrupted sleep.
I lust for Every. Single. Weekend.
I lust for anxiety free days that can be had without the help of psychopharmacology.
And those size 8s. I do lust for them.
Tell me what you lust for. What are your intense desires?
Although, if they include a trapeze, mannequins and leopard print duct tape, I DON’T want to know about it.
That’s a lie. I totally want to hear about that shit.